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Wednesday, November 17, 2010
3:03 PM

spectacles are broken )):
thought of buying a contact lens first.
but idk.
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3:00 PM

Chocolate causes endocrine glands to secrete hormones
that affect your feelings and behavior by making you happy.
Therefore, it counteracts depression,
your stress-free life helps you maintain a youthful disposition,
both physically and mentally.
So, eat lots of chocolate! :)

psstt. im bored heh.blog alot


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2:14 PM


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2:12 PM

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2:10 PM

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA ((:
<3

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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
3:09 PM


last week stuffs.
wasted money on all this .((:

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1:36 PM

to ahmad fauzi:
im sorry,
i minta maaf banyak2.
u telah mencoba sedaya upaya u untuk mempertahankan cinta kita.
cuma i jer . i yang salah.
i minta maaf.
i tau klau i ckp i masih cinta dan sayang kan you.
you takkan kembali.
i faham keadaan u.
i akan hormat semua yang u lakukan.
kini you sudah tinggalkan i.
you jage diri you baik2..
jangan merosakkan dri u.
pergilah ke sekolah
dengar lah kata2 ibu bapa you..
i tau you sebenarnya jejaka yang baik..
takkan pernah sekali i menyesal mencintaimu.
semua kenangan akan i ingati smpai bila2.
i minta maaf atas kesemua kesilapan i.

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1:30 PM


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1:13 PM


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11:24 AM

im sorry.
yah you just wont accept me back.
hopeless now.
been slashing myself.
wearing long pants everyday to cover the slashes.
idk.
i know this is not right but i wont forgive myself.
i just wont..
i miss you.
i miss us.
so much.
remembering those days.
those smiles.
every second.
i know youll never come back but ill keep on waiting.
youre my last.
after those things happen.
im scared .
scared to fall in love ever again.
takecare love.
p.s iloveyou&imissyoutoo

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Saturday, November 13, 2010
4:18 PM


endless tears.

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Friday, November 12, 2010
4:09 PM


been blogging so much today.
seems like all my girlfriends are busy.
so didnt want to disturb them.
just keep everything by myself .

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4:03 PM


this picture up here.
shows my feeling right now.
i dont know.
i drop down again.
im sorry baby.
i really am.
maybe its all my fault.
i hate myself dear.
im sorry to my babes.
nana, im sorry.
i slashed myself.
its too hurtful.
but looking at the blood.
and pain.
the hurt from my heart stops .
but the place where blood didnt.
so my heart didnt ache so much.
i dont know what im doing but ..
bby , i knw u would be angry w me
when you know this.
i am sorry.
im sorry dear.

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1:46 PM

3,2,1.
its getting weaker & weaker.
when will this end.
im super duper sick & tired.
sometimes i feel so useless.
so dumb dumb u know.
sometimes its like .
youre hiding me again.
promise in the dark.
but the lights are still on me.
im thankful.
i just am.
*maybe when they are gone then youll appreciate them*
that quote.
i dont want that to happen .
but im feeling it so much .

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12:41 PM


ill smile.
ill laugh.
ill entertain you.
ill talk to you.
ill love you.
ill miss you.
even when it kills me.
((:

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12:34 PM

ps. i wanna kill my feelings.
esp. my anger,sadness,jealousy..
i wanna kill them all.
u know what bby.
i can still see you care for her.
your love towards her.
im sorry but its the fact.
& yah.. the girl.
telling you bout your eyes.
whats this?
ntg going on but she commented like that on you.
she didnt even accept me.
guilty?
i dun know.
im confused & down.
im sorry.
im useless. again.

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Wednesday, November 10, 2010
9:05 PM

im sorry hubby.
im sorry for being too jealous on you.
you know i love you so much.
yah. im at fault.
so sorry.
btw's yah bby hope hubby's fine okay.
ill pray hard & wish the best for you for tmrw.
& im sorry for those pigchas too.
wouldnt repeat it again.
im precious to you okay.
ill only be yours.
as youre my one & only.
((:
iloveyouhhh .
dont ever leave me tau .
muahmuahs.

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2:54 PM






yesterday chatted w bby fom 12plus till 6plus.

im missing bby now.his busy at school. yah heard that school ! ((:

taking lots of pigchas out of boredom,im crazy! hyper! but no one to entertain me )):

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Tuesday, November 9, 2010
11:01 AM


hmm.
settled probs w bby.
everything was out.
bby games are over.
no more games or ill kill you bby.
heh.
trying my very best to understand you now.
its just complicated.
now im just trying to get over some stuffs.
mum and dad.
ahhh. they wanted me to rot at home.
think im a small kid is it?
yaah. i was damn fcuked up.
wth.
stupid lyfe la.
hated this so much.

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Sunday, November 7, 2010
1:02 PM


the scenery from my hotel room.



im back.
had much fun.
was missing bbyguy.
hehee.dreamt about us ((:
hmm stayed at triffle hotel.
5bintang youu..
didnt go shopping )):
but..
did karaoke~ingg!!
hehee
rap,dance,hiphop, sentimental & dangdut!
falling in love with dangdut .
geleekk geelleekkkk.
cant wait to go karaoke~ing again ! ((:
see you all soon !

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Wednesday, November 3, 2010
7:03 PM

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARRY
You are my guardian angel
I am your princess
You are mine
And I am yours forever
Since the day we first kissed
I will do whatever I can to make you happy
And let you know my love for you is true
It has been a NINE MONTHS now,
You told me you love me
and you wanna be mine
So I told you how I feel,
I told you
I love you back
NINE month,We are still happy and enjoying life together
Let us keep holding on tighter
And never ever let go
I am yours forever
No matter what it takes
We will take all trials together
We will face all the ups and downs, laughters & griefs
Hand in hand I will admire you always
I will stay with you through bad and good times
So do not ever fear about losing your princess
Trust me when I say "iloveyou"because
I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I will never leave you BABY,Until you ask me to.
I love you so much..Happy monthsary..~~,)

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5:07 PM


to farhanah,
babe, i hope everything's gonna be alright.
no matter what ill always be there okay.
i know how you felt,i felt it before.
remember,no matter what you got me & i got you.
we have each other okay?
stop crying okay?
or cry with me ...
my shoulders would be there for you.
in life theres no one perfect dear,
we make mistakes .even me.
you know we're like sisters.
iloveyoulots nanadarling ((:
all problems we share with each other.
your problem are mine too.
loveyouuu...


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Tuesday, November 2, 2010
6:54 PM

give up with life.
give up with future.
its useless.
fuck life.
fuck future.
i give up.
breaking down.
im weak i admit.
sorry mum & dad.

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6:32 PM

hopeless feelings.
  1. when you ignored me
  2. left me just like that
  3. when imissyou
  4. when i can concentrate on anything else because youre on my mind
  5. when i cant have you when i need you badly )):

this made me go

  1. crazy
  2. depressed/sad/crazy/mad/angry
  3. sad/down
  4. its like a rollercoaster
  5. hopeless.

but the fact remains

  1. ill be finding you
  2. ill be waiting
  3. shows that youre the only one i miss
  4. i think about you every second
  5. iloveyou thats why nothing else matters other then youu.

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Monday, November 1, 2010
8:26 PM

MAKEUP TESTING FOR BBYGIRL.
hehee.
done by:nurhaziqah.
anyone wanna makeover.
sureee !
nurhaziqah is here to do it :D
wohoooo~
starting to save $$$
but..keep buying ciggies )):
hmm yay!
at last ive bought a new black eyeshadow.
that had been lost :0
yahyah.
kay today had been an investigator.
C.S.I <3
hahaaaa.
reached home at 7plusplus!
lepaks w nana,yana,zyra,kymok,aizat &ayut.
they dance &sings&rap !
and yah i miss my kampong babies.
)):
ahhhh...
azurabby,shirahbby &farzanahbby !
lepaks & soccer real soon.
ahhh cant wait to finish my school by4nov !
wohooo~~
thenn can meet kampong babies <3
okay.
loveyouall <3

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