
no wonder.
its your holiday & youre finding me.
but im over youuuuuuu.
hahaa.
so how was todayyy?
best kann attitude akurhh.
so damn make my mood downn.
but darling cheer me up with our badd planns. *hehs*
not bad jugak ehh darlingkush nie.
seems that youre fine with her.
what you waiting for go larh.((:
jangan tunggu lama2 nanti lama2 dia diambil orangg.^^
youve got herrrr.
i gott himmm.
what more you want after spoiling me?
haiyoooo.
i dont get it.
your worddsss are so fabulous.
that you dropped me down once.
& not again.
just know i was so stupid that i even think of commiting suicide.
haiyooo.
how stupid can that be.
too fcuked up liow.
safe it get controlled after talking to darlinggg.
to my dear darlinggg:
i promise youu i'll never leave youu..
thanks fer being there for me.
thanks fer making me smile.
thanks fer your advice.
thanks fer everythinggg.
saranghaeyo!! ~
addicted to ohh myy goshh-usherr.
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While you yell at your girl,
there’s a guy wishing he could whisper sweet things in her ear.
While you humiliate your girl, insult her,
offend her, and degrade her,
there’s a guy who appreciates her and reminds her of what a great girl she is.
While you hit your girl, there’s a guy wishing he could make love to her.
While you make your girl cry, there’s a guy that is always making her smile.
If you don’t take care of your girl,
someone else will take care of her for you,
and there’s nothing that you will be able to do if she ever decides to go with him and forget about you.
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This is for all the jerks that have been telling a girl words that are to die for.
You tell her, “You’d change for her. ”
And you go behind her back, and freaking go against your word.
You tell her, “You’re the only one I talk to baby ”
But in reality, you’re texting a million other skanks, and telling them the same damn thing.
You bring her out one day, hold her hand, give her a peck on the lips, hold her bag, and hold her by the waist. You show your friends your with her, but you stop texting / calling her after that day.
You call her ” my girl ” .
Which just makes her feel so good, when you got 2 or 3 other girls on the side too.
This is for all the jerks, who’ve lied to women’s face, who’ve stopped talking to a women after a day, who’ve just canceled a women outta their lives.
Seriously? Grow up.
We’ve been telling you jerks how much we hate getting hurt, and we freaking expect so much from you guys.
We expect you guys to change, but do you?
Negative. It’s sad because it spoils all the other guys who’d want a chance with these girls. They’d have to work harder, because the girl’s afraid she’d get played again.
Two words for guys like this: Screw You."
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- one, its been days no news yet.
- two, iloveyouuu. yes i do. in a day so many iloveyouu ayy..i wont break that trust.
- three, imissyouuuu. i really dooo. ^^
- four,its been a long time since we last met right.?
- five, you gave me strength.
- six, hope youre happy now..((:
- seven, still i wanna concentrate on studies first ay? (: thankyuk fer ur understanding.
- eight, wanna save up $$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
- nine, try stop smoking?? hehs. *mcm faham*
- ten, waka waka eh eh. songs in my mind. (((:
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girls just wanna have fun.haha.
after make-ups & dress ups.
kecohhkecohhh.
((:
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home alone.
hehs.
waiting for liyana & indah to come here.
((:
later gonna go the leo club dinner.
so should asked them what should i wear lah kan.
((:
kecohhs kecohhs.
now very the mendak.
dyll ohh dyyll.
its not ur fault its mine.
since we can be friends back.
then hope our friendship will last.
(:
& thanks fer everything bestie.
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its only getting two days of not talking.
& i feel so different.
feels like theres no direction.
now i know how you felt.
i dont know.
trying to not call you.
& its like soo hard.
darling number zero is gone.
coz i left him.
stupid right?
& now im just missing him.
slept listening to your songs.
cry to sleep.
just gonna life with the happiness left.
memories that you left .
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im sorry.
this is the only decision for us.
i know how you felt.
its hard.
i want you to know.
i didnt meant to hurt you.
to break our promises.
i know you know me well.
no matter what we have to move on.
i know you could.
now that we're apart & acted that we're invisible to each other.
i want you to move on & archieve your dreams.
i believe you could.
thanks for everything.
youre the best guy that get me through all this years.
you helped & teached me alot.
never once i regret loving you.
i'd rather get my heart broken many times than not knowing you.
youre the best thing that had ever happened to me
Labels: byebye.
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“ I’m not always as confident as I seem.
There are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held.
I love being held. Always.
Sometimes I don’t want to talk about what is bothering me.
Sometimes I just want a hug.
Someone who will let me cry.
I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive.
I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt.
I know what it’s like to see something funny and not laugh.
I’ve been taken advantage of, used, and abused.
My feelings have been blatantly disregarded.
But I still believe that all people are good at heart.
And my trust in people has not diminished.
To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever. ”
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me & my telorrrr((:hehehs.
the cheeks chubby...*telorrr*.
i wanna cook the egg can?
haha..
bbyboyyy u're cute. ~!
dream about me adopting baby.
haha.
the baby was so so chubby.
awh. im still young yet its just a dream .
(:
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" never say never"
by justin bierber & jaden smith.
hehs.
addicted to it liow!((:
i will never say never, i will fight till forever.
<3
btw yahh im back.
how i wish to stay there longerrr.
(;
i miss you did i?
yah i did.
hehe.
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this song is interesting.
~love the way you lie by eminem feat rihanna.
((:
should listen to it. ^^
i loike this part
the chorus sang by rihanna:
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lie.
i miss youu!((:
so much dog.
your bitch misses youuu((:
wooffff!! ):
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did i cross your mind?
((:
how are you there.?
fine?
hope you are.
smile ayy(:
tickle-tickle.^^
currently stuck to this song:
when i look at you-miley cyrus.
i want to fall out of love can i?
haha((:
i miss you dear . i do(:
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youuu!
i'll miss youu(:
you know who ^^
three dayss yerr(:
take care then yarr.
see you when i see youu((:
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to passerby: yes i am so?
why you so perfect ah?
so solid is it?
hehs.
aperh jerh nak ckp depan2 .
aku pon tak kesah dok.
gemok kepe pon aku yg kau susah nah asal.
haha.
gemok pon view jugak kan .
look at ur fingers are they all the same sizes?
no kan..
haiyoo.
no life lahh korang nie.
kecot tol nak ckp dpan2.
kesian aku tgok.
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two tumbs up for this movie((:jaden smith was soo cute.(:haha.the ''fake smile of his& when he focused"awhhh. soo cutee.Labels: karate kid
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The thing is, you make me happy.
You walked in when it seemed like the rest of the world walked out.
You were there. You are there.
I never need to pretend when Im around you, when I’m talking to you, when I’m with you. You’re hilarious; you make me laugh, like, all the time.
You seem to pick up that something’s wrong before anyone else does
and you know exactly what to say to make it all okay,
and even if it’s only for a little while, it helps.
The thing is, I love you. Thank you best friend, for everything."
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its like everytime i take a step away from you.
something is pulling me back..
now that you've arrived again
i just dont know how long will it last?
boys are just like magic.
they appear & dissapear anytime.
but no matter what i'll smile & shine((:
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helohelo((:
currently at bbyA house((:
we slept at 5 am & woke up at 10.30am((:
hehs.
then woke up,take a bath & eat & poof we went to bbyA house(:
weee~
im still sleepy. )):
later going to changi beachh(:
YAY!
celebrating tok li birthdayyy!
gonna have lots of funfun.
(((:
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annyeonghaeseyo(:
currently using my bbyA's lappy.
bbyA sleepoverrr my house((:
we are having so much funn((:
not sleeping
& waiting for people to entertain us.
hehs.
she's chatting while im otp.
haha.
the strawberryboy & the father who left 2 of his sons.
such an irresponsible father.
& what a sweet strawberryboy-bbyA.
hahha. father dont be angry, this is just a joke
p.s: dont try this at home.
that father of the 2 sons fell asleep while talking otp.
hahaaa. tsktsk.
we girls are having our own dangdut club at 3.15am
wanna join us??
LET'S GOOOOO!(:
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bored & came across this pigchas.ahhh.
imagine youre lying on a bed on top of the water
or
youre lying & on top of you theres fishes & stuff.
isnt it cool.?
how i wish one day i could sleep there.((:
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when i say “i dont care”, i’m not trying to convince you. actually, im trying to convince myself.
Labels: bby i've got enough
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uhhhh. ahhh.
so damn damn boredd.
i wanna learn korean language.
hehs!
so cool liow.
annyeonghaseyo~! *hello*
sarang hae ~! *iloveyou*
salpyeogaseyo~! * takecare*
annyeonghijumuseyo~!*goodnight*
weee~.
im gonna learn more thenn!
hehe.!
gtg.
b-y-e-b-y-e!
Labels: korean language
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today went to school.
& yeah the teacher wasnt in.
he got some family matters.
thenthen the class was like only some people came.
most didnt turn up since today was the last day.(:
then went school just to take attendence & poof , went home arnd 9.30am.
so so damn bored.
if i knew i wouldnt even woke up early to go school liow.
waste my time only.
Labels: ahhhhh
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to yana,
my red supergirl.
bhyiee relax kay.
dont sad2 tau.
i karn aderh.
dierh tak lyan u ,i layan you kay byhie.
no matter what .
u must smile always((:
be happy .
there's lot of guys out there.
more to explore(;
dahdahh.
tkmo sad2
blue supergirl will always be here tawu.
i love you yanaa! <3
gue cinta banget sama lo!
Labels: smilebaby
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today went to school.
then i reached at about 815am,was late,
as self-study started at 8am.
then when i reached class teacher wasnt in.
asked all my other classmates & one of them said.
Mr lee is not coming ,he msg saying that he got urgent family matters.
so was i like "yay!"
then me,zyra,kirin &ziana plan to "cabot"
first we plan fo east coast park but they said it was far.
so we decided to go to tampines one!
thenn hakeem wanted to follow.
the only bee of all the flowers.
haha.
reached at tm-one at arnd 9.30am.
so early. the shop was still not open.
so we decided to "lepak" at the rooftop(:
then took lots of pigchas using zyra camera(:
then after that every one of us was hungry.
thenn we went to this $1.80 chicken rice shop.
haha. we was all in a budget liow!
then when we reach most of us decided to order nasi lemak-$2.
thenn after eating we went to tampiness mall to window shopping.
then at 12pm,poof. i went home.
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reading this currently.
will tht guy ever appear.?nehhhh....
I’ve met a guy who’s not scared to laugh at me and call me a loser when I do something dumb.
A guy that will run up behind me and cover my eyes and ask me to guess who he is,
even though it’s obvious.
A guy who hides behind a corner and jumps out to scare me,
so he’d have a reason to hold me.
A guy that leaves me numerous voice mails, just cause.
a guy that’d call to wake me up in the morning,
because he wants to be the first voice I hear each day.
A guy that would never let go of my hand.
A guy that would look me in the eyes and tell me he loves me and mean it.
Yeah, that guy. I think I found the guy I’m suppose to give my whole heart to."
Labels: s-0-l-o
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ahhh.
sick.sick.sick.
yesterday night was coughing & running nose.
woke up in the morning to prepare &go school.
when i woke up i had a headache.
thenn mummy check & said that im having a fever.
so so weak.
damn damn bored!
just got nothing more to do.
the pic up there was taken while blogging this.
so not in the mood.
no smiles.
really im freaking bored.
got to go.
wanna rest & sleep like a pig!
haiyooo!
b-y-e~b-y-e!
Labels: downn
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webcam-ing.*ikkyn tie-ing my hair* haha!hello.
using ikkyn lappy currently.
haha!
bored. now is actually our ""self-study"" time
but no teacher incharge.
ahhhhh, the whole class like monkeyy alreadyy^^
haiyooo.
hahaaaa.
im boreddd.
so blogging now.
hahaaa.. like duhhh larhh karnnn.
k larhhs hts all fer todayy.
byebye
Labels: boredom
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- now in school. haha.!
- mind on youu ((:
- fake smile on me )):
- 3 more days of school.^^
- dont know what to do during hols. no plans .
- feel like going to the beach?
- solo. (:
- wanna play pool ^^
- bowling also :x
- did i ever cross your mind? *?*
Labels: nothing better to do.
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behind my smiles theres lot of things that no one would know.
the pain in side.
the struggling.
the lost.
the challenges in life.
im trying my very best to go through everything..
with patience,perseverance & confidence.
i just feel like going to the beach & relax my mind.
my smiles are just fake.
its just to show you im happy w/o you
when im not.
i just dont know.
all i know is i must study when my heart is not there.
haishLabels: stuck
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