im just hurting & killing you.
dont you realise that.
youre taking all the tears & misery by yourself.
im just too much.
its too over.
yahh maybe im just the same as others.
i dont know.
youre amazing/crazy, i also dont know.
what had happen to me &
you still want to be with me?
i dont know what to say.
im just speechless.
question marks all over.
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just forget me.
hate me.
no use waiting.
no use wanting.
once it was open for you
&
now its close.
its just too late.
im not the weak.
im stronger now.
i can forget you.
&
keep trying to.
so just let me go.
dont find me.
you can go on w/o me.
byebye.
its all over.
it is solved already
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super duper not in a mood.
ahh. feel like going out from home
& go to the beach & shout out loud.
irritated nak mampos.
lepas satu.. satu sakk.
giler perhh kauu.
ape motive kau sakkk.
wad theee...
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I was nervous the first time you REALLY hugged me, but we did.
I was scared the first time you actually kissed me, but I let it happen.
I was terrified the first time you said you loved me, but I said it back.
I was overwhelmed the first time you said forever, but I agreed.
Yeah, I remember all those little things, but apparently you forgot.
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And when a guy breaks up with a girl and she begins to cry,
it’s not because she’s crying for the guy, not because she’s upset.
She’s crying because she’s wondering what she done wrong,
as if she wasn’t good enough, she’s crying because
she’s going to miss the memories of being with him.
She’s crying with what’s left of her heart.
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She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around.
The one that hopes for a better day.
The one that won’t give up on you.
She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest.
The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying.
She’s the girl that would love to be loved.
The one that looks so damm strong, but feels so weak.
She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.
Labels: emo
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in a way boys are like candyy((:
• Skittles: The boy with the multiple personalities. One day he’s sweet, one day he’s a jerk. The next, he’s super shy, and then ignorant. You don’t know what to expect from him. He’ll keep you on your feet and always have you predicting his next move. If spontaneous guys are your thing, then skittle boy is the one for you. Still, it might be confusing to tell where his heart really is.
• Laffy Taffy: The class clown. The one you can’t see yourself getting into a relationship with, but still love being around him because he makes you laugh. You might even become good friends with the Laffy Taffy boy, but nothing more. He’ll be the one you come to when you’re down and can count on him to cheer you up, and you love having him in your life, because it makes your days more bearable.
• Gummy Bear: The all-around softie. He’s the one that you find taking more care of others than himself. He’ll drop anything to help a friend out, and you respect him for that. He’s the sweetest guy you know, but you question whether he likes you or not, since he might just act like that toward everyone.
• Tootsie Pop: The boy that may act hard on the outside, but on the inside, he may have the nicest heart. He will be he one that makes a wall and keeps things to himself. It takes a lot for him to open up to people and if you’re lucky enough to be one of them, don’t take that for granted. You can tell him all your innermost secrets and trust he won’t tell a soul. Don’t let go of him, because he might just be the one, if you can get to that soft center.
• Snickers: The teen heartthrob. The perfect boy, with a large group of friends, nice car, winning smile, and multiple talents. Every girl wants him, and he is aware of this, so he sometimes lets that fact get to his head, which leads to a sense of arrogance and a large ego. The snickers can be great once you have him, but he’s bound to be passed around and will probably pass you up eventually as well.
• Twix: The comforter. He’s the one you’ve always seen as just your best friend. You never thought of him as anything more, because he wasn’t cute enough, or you didn’t want to jeopardize your current relationship with him. Still, he was that one guy that you shared all of your feelings with. The one that knows your favorite color or the most embarrassing moment you’ve ever had. He is your shoulder to cry on and your rock. Your foundation. He is the ultimate prize, whether you choose to acknowledge that or not.Labels: skittles?
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i hate this. I feel like I’m just going to break down and cry. I seriously can’t keep this in anymore. Everything just seems to build up inside, and one day I’m just going to snap. So many things is happening, and it seems like no one seems to understand. I can’t take it anymore Labels: downdowndown
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currently reading this:
She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.
Labels: emo
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because i want to see you smile <3
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didnt go school today.
woke up late. hehs.
ahh.so damn bored larhs seyhh.
& im soo not in a mood today.
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today go school as pernormal.
so so tired.
got 2.4km run & guess what?
i passed it yay!
hahaa.
then then during recess dont have an appetite to eat.
so i stay in class & play psp.
thenn the guys was asking lah what game you playing,
i was playing naruto. hehs!
they was like ''eyhh, you also play ahh?''
yepyepp i do!
dont tink girls dont play those kinda games.
coz i love those kinda fighting games yaw!
then then one of my classmate wanted to send stuff.
so i was like can send mehh?how ahh.?
thenn the guys teach me how to send & stuffs.
so they send me the program to send stuff.
tomorrow gonna send more games ayy((:
thanks yaww!
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sometimes.
i dont even understand myself.
a minute im laughing and another im not.
& sometimes i feel heartache.
why? whats happening.
& it hurts seeing you like that.
currently reading this:
“If I ignore you, don’t ignore me back. Try and get my attention. If I brush away your hand as you try to hold it, grab it and let me know you really care. Don’t just give up. If I seem like I’m doubting you and us, reassure me that this is just one out of a million obstacles we’re going to go through in this relationship, don’t act all depressed and beat yourself up about it. If you get the feeling that I want to leave you, don’t just sit back and watch me. Don’t say “you can leave me if you want to”. Fight for me. Tell me how much you want me to stay. I’m just a girl. And I need to feel needed sometimes.”
really. kinda this is how i felt.
but just you dont realise.
how much you was needed.
looking at you ,you look like you dont care.
& my hearts break in silence.
Labels: emo
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currently at my cousin house at tamp((:
since at home got my lil sista & bbybro i came here to study(:
yah heard that..study((:
hmm.. i dont know why.
today im just making myself happy.
when deeply im not.
its like im emo-ing larhhs!
so down man..hardly smile right now.
hope will be cheerful back when meeting my mummy at expo later.
really hope so.. why must all those past memories came in my mind again?
its making me crazyyy!
Labels: emo
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stayy happy & smile always (:dont regret about the past.
past is past.
just think about the future .
dont look back unless theres a good view.
look forward & do what is right.
learnt to love yourself inspite of you&
learnt to walk to the road that you believe.
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sometimes, i just need someone to talk to.
i know its over& it never really began,but my heart, it was so real.<3
so close yet so far ):
did i ever cross your mind?
im missing those games (;
we all have stories to tell ((:
when it dreams sometime i remember how to fly :D
follow your heart ^^
did you smile today?
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zyqa ft shirah ft azura!
aku sayangg korang tauu!
superbabes! wo ai ni!
heyyy! its the super babes!
awhhh!
yeahh, sayang korangg!
hehe!
pictures taken at my house.
the superbabes wanted to release our stress!
so we took lotsa pigchas!
the name: superbabes
was invented by me!
hehe. the super babes we're super strong tauu!
hehe.
to bbygirlshirah,
babe...chill kayy syg.
i know how you felt.
its just hurtful.
but no matter what we have to be strong.
we're super babes remember.
s-m-i-l-e!
hehe.
p.s :girls just wanna have fun!
Labels: my superbabes
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p.s: dont give up okayyh
ill be by your back pushing you up^^
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to my darlingnumberzero..
boy. im sorry.
ive hurt you alot.
i know that.
youve been there.
youve sacrifice alot for me.
even if i hurt you i knew you'll still be there for me.
i dont think im the right girl for you.
how much dissappointment i've gave you.
its too much.
before i do anything i didnt think about what you will feel.
im just too much.
i didnt realise that you really do love me.
after so much that i did to you.
im just so sorry.
hope youll find a better girl.
much more better then me.
i'll sure you will.
this is for a_d_l.
thanks for being there in my ups & downs.
appreciate you alot.
from;nur haziqah~
Labels: sorry
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hmm. no school todayy. yay!
ahh . got lead assignments? noo!
lol.
wad thee... so many to do uhs.
i think i rather go school then do this at home.
hehe.
ohh myyy.. bbyboysyakir disturb me.
ohh bby.
he was so pampered with me.
mummy says i pampered him so much.
is it?
thennthenn i wanted to do my assignment &
yah he ask me to on cd ''the incredibles'' lah
then he see me go in the room.
he was like ''haaaa-cheee-tah'' x2.
actually haziqah. but haha small kids.((:
thenn he sit front of the comp & stare at it.
funny lahhs.
thenn i was like okyhh go watch ur incredibles.
thenn he went & watch.
so now gonna do my lead((:
dunno whats next if bbyboysyakir disturb again. haha!
b-y-e-b-y-e!
Labels: yayyy nooo
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I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are and I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me.
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monyetkuhh!
meet my monkey today ^^.
haahaaa.
cryy thenn laughh.
wad thee.....
thenthennn yahh monkey so playful disturb me ayy.
brought up the old storyy.
eyhhh just open a new book cann?
((:
yahhyahhh.
bluekk i ran faster thenn a monkeyy u knw..u knw..^^.
huhuuu
m-o-n-k-e-y!
m-a-t-i-n-d-o-n-e-s-i-a !
kwang3..
hope everthing gonna be alright ay monkey?^^
just takecare of your bbygirl tauu.
dont make her sad/heartbroken kay.
she really love youu tauu monyet~!
dont naughty2 ayy monyet! hehs!
or i'll bite youu! *like real only*
cheyycheyyy..((:
puffer fish will be fine okayyy.
no worry.
jangan marah eh panggil monyet
nanti cepat tua tauu.
just takecare of your legs so can jump like a monkey again.
hehe.
just hope you've truly change.
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alermakk . ganteng banget dehh. memikat hati gue tau. matanya menggoda perhatianku.
hehe. im act saying handsome right. he caught my heart^ ^. his eyes attract my attention.
hehee!
i dont know why.
but i usually look for their eyes.
hahaaa. the one that attract my attention^^
awhawhhh.
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bby,
im not regretting anything tht youve done.
im not putting all faults at you.
im not going to take revenge.
im not a doll is just all you need to know.
ive never put faults or blame you .
so is there a need to forgive youu?
no right syg(:
you said i promise i wont leave you.
its just because of the responsibilities tht you got towards me last time .
its not because you love me.
i know that..
you want to meet me for the last time.
im okay with that coz i've never hated you.
but whats the use.
whats there to say?
wanna say sorry?
wanna be friends?
suresure.
but not over the limit can.?
hmmm..just think bout it bby.
Labels: aint a toy
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bby ,do we look alike? we dont right? so im not a doll okay.
awhh. my seductive boifeyy! haaahaaa.xoxo, naughtyy2!
awhh. sweet kann? hehs!
todayy..ahhh. so damn bored lah.
super duperr lazyyy.
bby. you are bad you know.^^
you nak tipu dengan si penipu nie ehh bby.
tsktsk.
kesian deh lo .
you belom betol2 kenal i kerh syg?
bby saket rindu ker?
alalaa. ciannyer.get well soon thenn kayy((:
zyqa akan doakan zi cepat sembuh ayy syg?
hhaahaaaa.
kwang3!
p.s. :bby im not stupid.
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love this pic?
hahaaa. wanna pinch that chubby cheeks?
i know i know.
its just random out of boredom.
i know you miss me .
i miss you too.
getting crazier missing you.
i love it when i get on your nerves.
did i get there bby?
(;
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ahhh. bby, he seduced me! omg ! haha. his eyes are so powerful .
i just feel in love w this seducive eyes.^^
awhhh! he's damn hot lahh.
hhaaahaaaa, caught my heart((:
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ahhh. so cute right? ((: shes just 4months. haha. my neighbour bby.her name is nadeyn natrisyah.*dun know spelling right or not*
ahhh. so gerams with her lah so fair yet so tembam.look like korean bby ((:
& so pissed with my ex boifey suffy. he was like can we mit up.
so i was like sure. thenn he say if we mit he wants a kiss lah what lahh.
ehhh boyy, u tink what? im a toy is it? he say :bby can lah last time sumpah.
then i said: bby , im not your toy okay. then he never reply.
ahhh boys ,boys, stop it larh what you treat girls as?
i dont understand. is girls so bad that guys cant respect us?
or they just cant respect girls coz they didnt even respect themselves.
sorry for those goodguys if you all go agaist this.
see. because of one bad guy . all girls thinks that guys are the same.
but i dont okayy guys. i know maybe youve got ur reasons being like this.
but try change lahh. cmon until when you wanna use girls & throw them.
why must you spoil the goodgirls with all ur sweetwords .
theyre just innocent & naive.
remember about karma,maybe one day, this happen to your daughter.
guys. you gonna be a dad also.
imagine . guys fooling around w ur daughter,
use sweetwords & get their heart.
thenn use themm& throw them.
how would you feel guy?
then when its time for you to realise about this before its too late.
& girls p.s. dont fall to traps.
Labels: uhhh. ahhh.
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bby youre happy & now its my turn to be happy with darlingkush(:yayyy!
darling . youre running in my mind loike a rollercoaster.
suddently remembered those days where i cried & you make me laugh.
i'm funny right? a second i cried & another i laugh.
but its all because of you.
you make me laugh&shine my dayy.
<3
Labels: memories
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shes just rebellious bby(:takecare of me well kayy?
ilovemydarlingnumberzero.
mydarling wants me to be dead & gone forever.
thenn he sayy he dun want to be gone or dead.
he knows what im blogging about this. haha!
he says :
"iloveyouverryveryymuch"
deeply in my heart 'loveyouutoo'
thenn he ask me to delete this & dont be mepek.
awhh darl pls dont be angryy i disobeyed you this time :x
yahh this naughty girl disobeying her darling*peace*
i just love writing about us((:
weehee!
hahaaa. darlingkushh nak merajok but dgrkush panggil dia,dia cairlah :p
haha! rightright? aww.
make him laugh so much todayy.
even not in a mood at first after talking my mood went back.
hyperr alreadyyy!
p.s:bby,i'll never fail to make you laugh(:
felt secured & safe back with mydarling by my side.
bhieee i love youu lots.
i know ive torn your heart & im here to fixed it back((:
but no matter what dont put much hope kayy sygkush.
i dont want us to hurt any more.
all i want is happiness&laughter yerr.
p.s: takecare of that girl up there bby.hehs!
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“ Along the way, I’ve learned that you can’t let anyone in too far and you can’t trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you’re broken, you’ll never be fully fixed. ”
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because when one day ,when we accidently met each other in the streets. i'll be smiling at you.
& if you go to me. i'll be saying , you do have much fun w/o me right.
it prove how much youu really ''love'' & ''care'' for me bby.
bby you make me strong. grow stronger. be strong to let go.thanks yaw.
let it go & flyyyy. fly like they never flyyy before.
she was once a toy.. your toy. but shes not gonna be a toy again.
but this toy have a heart. & you dont realise that right?
the heart was once open & now close.
it was broken & crash.
it'll never be fixed again bby.
close & sealed forever.((:
wooohooo. at last. the toy learn a great lesson.
you taught her a lesson that she learn it well.
thanks bby. you make her learn a lesson that she wont forget.^^
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didnt go school todayy. was soo soo sick.
got two days m.c.
haiyahhh. vomit plus fever plus running nose plus headache plus cough = die! .
ohh myyy..
btw yahhh havent upload new pics.
have lots of stories & pigchas for my saturdayy & sundayy.
hadd so muchh funnfuunnn.
but noww.. felt so so downn.
imissmybbyA so muchh. we shared our sadness together from 4am -6am.
bbyA, thanks fer listening to me.(:
thanks for crying together. ^^
loveyouulots bbyA!
Labels: dead.
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smile behind the tears.
read mybbygirlazura blog.
srry azura if i smoke infront of you.
hope i wont do it again.
i know youu care fer me ayy bbygirlkushh syg.
i was so stressed up & thanks fer listening to my problems.
felt a relief after telling you at least theres you to hear me ay bbyg((:
im strong kayy. & ive got you also.(:
cann washh eyes together(; *ingt takk?*
hahaaa. kecohhskecohhs.
thanks bbygirlazura for being there for me(:
yahh gua cinta same lu jugakk dehh..banyakkk2 tauu.
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“ I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; for those were some of the best times of my life."
bby, i know whats happening. & i dun care bout it.
Gotta say i miss my darling number zero. darl , your syg misses you alot.(;
i know you miss me too, eventhough my darling wont be reading this.
its okayy. he will know i miss him w/o telling.
hahaaa. wanna meet my darling up veryyveryy soon. xoxo ((:
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Theres only so much you can do before you stop & realize its over. The problem we have is we hate giving up.Its a sign of weakness & nobody likes to be weak, but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strenght to move on. Its letting go of something when you know its near the end.
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yahh.
im unfair?
yahh i am.
i am not fair.
you know what..
maybe you just dont realise.
how much i've love you right?
you say you love me,but in the end what you explain in the end really broke my heart.
you mayy see im laughing & smiling i dont wanna cry. esp when talking to you.
deeply in my heart everything breaks. the promises, the talks is still fresh in my mind.
i just dont want you to worry bout me. just do what you've promise her.
if you say i dont love you. & what we did isnt because of love?
cmon think boyy.
im trying to be strong to accept the fact tht you arent my& if youre still here with me my hopes for you will grow.
& i dont want that hopes to fall. i hate fake hopes & you know that right?
everyday, thinking and remembering those happy moments with you.
tht love grow, stronger
realising how i am w/o you.
how it is missing you.
how suffering needing you.
yahh. so you know right.?
haishhh.
its just tht you dont realise.Labels: stuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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if i tell you i love you, will you be mine forever?
so whats the point right?.
you miss me?
i miss you more than youll ever know.
but is it worth it?
i juust dont know.
if i tell you ,my heart is broken, will you come & fix it?
dont think you would, if you are maybe its just for awhile right& youll broke it again.
when i say 'iloveyou' i did meant it but do you?
cmon man, just think about it...
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chocolates...chocolates & chocolates! ((:
ate kinder bueno , thenn cadbury, thenn kit kat & time-out today.
hahaaaa! chocolate addition((:
just love eating chocolates.
theyy make me happy((:
hmm thinking whats for tomorrow yaww.
maybe hershey kisses? or milkybarr? snickers? dove? crunch?
hhaahaaa.
i also wanna eat chocolate cake @ royal cakes maybe?
brownies?? cookies? ice-cream?
yahhh. craving for so much stuffs.
just wanna love myself & pamper myself((:
yeahhh! its only me,me,me & me..
i love nur haziqahh okayy. shes mine! HAHAA
zyqa: ofcourse shes yours. youre her also mahh.
heheee. kayykayy getting more crazyy.
before i start my nonsense again. just gtg. must stop here.((:
last but not least gotta say:
bby,iloveyouuuuuuuuuu<3
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ohhh boyy.
im tired .
tired of your lovegames.
tired of high hopes.
tired of sweetalks.
tired of crying.
tired of waiting.
tired of being hurt.
tired of heartache.
im tired of bullshit.
now that youre free. go have funnfunn.
all the fun you wanted.
fly everywhere you want okayyy..<3
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yeahh. went to go school. thennthenn i went to classroom & fall asleep. yarr.
thenn been waken up by one of my classmate coz needed to go to quadrangle.
yahh safe i was on time at the quadrangle the bell rang just before i sat down.
hmmm yahh. was sick. having a fever just know so not paying attention .
& i force myself go remedial & cca. thenn yahh i was fine already.
ate kinder bueno and m&m ((: yeahh! hmmm...whats for finding me thru my friend bby?
im just no one right & you just wouldnt care.
Labels: trying my very best.
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yeahh. you just really dont care. so i just shouldnt even i know its hard
became a chocolate addiction. hmm yeah. i do eat chocolates whenn im down or stressed up.
todayy been eating time-out & crunchiee.. yummy2! i eat it in just few minutes & its gone.
still craving for ferrero rocher & kinder bueno. ((: gonna buy themm tomorrow. yeahh!
tomorrow gonna put my smile & go school. yahh heard tht "school". im just missing you & a scolding coz i was silent. just tht i missed you & scolding i get. ahhh. how hurtful. haishh.
just gotta say thanks bby. (:
Labels: ill be on the top just watching you fall.
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promise in the dark..
Listen
Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it
Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me
And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me
Listen I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent
Don't think I forgot
Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe
And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me
And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me
We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong
Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on
And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me
And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it eq, and it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me
So don't promise me
So don't promise me
&study hard ,study smart<3.
superr duperr lazyyy too goo school thus, need too goo too polyclinic take m.c.
hahaaa. hmm thenn in the bus saw saleha. hahaa. long time no see my primary school friend.
thenn we talk2. lots of stories to sayy, hehs! thennn she wanna go home. so i asked her whether she could accompany me go poly thenn she sayy she go home & change first & meet me up at polyy((: yeahhh! so after meeting up & yahh poly wow. so longggg... ahhhhh! heheee.
thenn yahh we chatt & thenn took the bus & yahh she wanted to go to bbyshirah house which is near our house. thennn after reaching time to sayy goodbyee! haha! so there are the pictures taken w saleha((:
Labels: ((:
&study hard ,study smart<3.
bbyboyyy,youu do understand me.
the more i wanna forget the more things make me remember bout youu.
my minnie mouse...she got her mickeyy mouse alreadyy.
awhhh , she got her partner at least she not alone((:
didnt go school today. super duper lazyy& not in a mood to also.
youre just wrong, i've never think negative bout youu.
its just that i want you to know i got feelings also.
now my smile & laugher gone & left me with tears.
if i were to smile & laugh..behind it layys lots of other tears.
that smile behind tears. you should know the meaning well.
but no matter what. i need to go on. so do youu.?
you just dont know how my life is. youve got freedom. unlike me.
its so muchh more worse if i were to tell youu everything.
but youu do see me smile right. coz i'll keep everything aside to be happy.
just think before you act yah. i believe in youu. i know youu cann.
just the matter you want it or not.
Labels: you can do it.
&study hard ,study smart<3.
didnt i say its worthless. but its just falling.
maybe i just been keeping it too much tht when it came out & didnt stop. it just falls.
i dontknow whyy.
deeply in my heart. it just hurts.
it shouldnt right?
whyy must the weakness came whenn i need to be strong.
dont even have any appetite to eat my fav "sambal goreng"
dont even feel of going to school tomorrow.
haiyahh.
whats happening.. just dont feel like myself.
Labels: not myself
&study hard ,study smart<3.
just realise how much i smile & laugh.
i can still feel the pain that poke through my heart like a knife.
whywhy? why must this happen.?
fake hopes... broken promises...i just hate it.
times together is running through my mind like a rollercoaster.
whyy must remember memories. its gonna gone..gone forever.
try to did many stuffs. packed my time so i wont think bout any stuff that kills me slowly.
help grandmummy cut onion,potatoes,meat in pieces & it cuts my heart the same.
grandmummy cooking "sambal gorengg" yummy2! its also your fav right(: haha
seeeseee. its just hard. idun know. im trying my very best to forget bout everything but i cant.
*zyqa youre strong*
remember this: "Bila youu down youu tak give up.
even when youre crying, u still lead your life w laugher & happiness.
I can sayy youre a good & strong girl. klau you sedih you takk ikotkan perasaan sangat .
Well, youre just great."
Im not great. im just a normal girl w her complicated life. I didnt give up coz i know if i give up it makes me more worst. even if im hurt, i'll smile & laugh thts because i dont want to waste my tears over something tht had happen. things cannot change back right. i dont follow my feelings coz i dont want my emotions to control me.
Labels: need to get over youu
&study hard ,study smart<3.
i will be smiling & laughing bby. i will always will.
coz its just worthless crying over something that had happen.its useless.
even theres tears behind my smile. i will keep on smiling till that tears go away.
you just dont understand & i dont think you will. im just no one special .
you said im not your toy. in some situation yeah im not but in others yes i am.
its nothing special about me to you, you treat me as you do in other girls.
so its just something common to youu & not fer me.
being stupidly in love. hahaa! wadd the....
but no matter what .. life has to go on. so yahh. im gonna go on as pernormal.
now, im gonna have funnn. have funn studyingg/ shopping/ being in a freedom.
so i wanna flyy, fly up to the sky & fall to the stars(:
girls just wanna have fun also ((:
Labels: im just a girl being stupidly in love
&study hard ,study smart<3.
& im just a girl in love.
if youu love that person:
~tell them how much you love them everyday(:
~stay faithful to them dont be a fickle minded.^^
~dont make them cry in sadness. in happiness cann(;
~tell them how much they meant to youu.
~when they wanna leave you, tell them the memories tht you had.* theyy gonna think twice*
~hug them & say im not letting you go i'll be there for you.
~dont break promises w them even you know promises are meant to be broken.
~dont hide any problems & situation you had, tell them at least they"ll be there to listen & advice
~treat them & show them that they're special that you treated them differently then others.
~when youre joking around with them whisper & say "iloveyou"
~tell them there the most precious thing that had ever happen to you *melts*
Labels: not letting it go..
&study hard ,study smart<3.
looks yummy?hehs((:
mummy . wo ai ni.((: hahaaa. iloveyouulots mum((:
happy mothers day zyqa?? hehhs. nehhhh. its happy mothers dayy below is done by^^
happy mothers dayy((:
this cake speacially made by nurhaziqahhh to herr dearlymummy((:
nice right the cakkee? ofcourse..ofcourse. ^^.
Labels: iloveyou, mum
&study hard ,study smart<3.
i hate this. I feel like I’m just going to break down and cry. I seriously can’t keep this in anymore. Everything just seems to build up inside, and one day I’m just going to snap. So many things is happening, and it seems like no one seems to understand. I can’t take it anymore 
stayy happy & smile always (:
zyqa ft shirah ft azura!
aku sayangg korang tauu!
superbabes! wo ai ni!
monyetkuhh!
alermakk . ganteng banget dehh. memikat hati gue tau. matanya menggoda perhatianku.
bby ,do we look alike? we dont right? so im not a doll okay.
awhh. my seductive boifeyy! haaahaaa.xoxo, naughtyy2!
awhh. sweet kann? hehs!
ahhh. bby, he seduced me! omg ! haha. his eyes are so powerful .
ahhh. so cute right? ((: shes just 4months. haha. my neighbour bby.
shes just rebellious bby(:
smile behind the tears.
Theres only so much you can do before you stop & realize its over. The problem we have is we hate giving up.Its a sign of weakness & nobody likes to be weak, but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strenght to move on. Its letting go of something when you know its near the end.
promise in the dark..
bbyboyyy,youu do understand me.
i will be smiling & laughing bby. i will always will.
& im just a girl in love.
looks yummy?hehs((:
mummy . wo ai ni.((: hahaaa. iloveyouulots mum((:
happy mothers day zyqa?? hehhs. nehhhh. its happy mothers dayy below is done by^^
happy mothers dayy((:
