if this is true .im glad at least i came across his mind.
coz i dreamt about him.
btw yah been long time ive never been blogging since i was sick for few days.
fever was so high nearly send to the hospital.
till now still have coughs & headache.
been not eating so much.
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&study hard ,study smart<3.
been super duper bored.
parents meeting was like wasting time
hahaha.
then went date with dear daddy to kfc.
hehe.
now home chatting with iwan ^^
hhaa. he wants me to write this here.
right ?
heeeee. soon i need to off this lappy &
need prepare to go to bby yana's birthday partyy ^^
wohooo.
& for ahmad fauzi, sry didnt get celebrate on the dayy.
^^
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&study hard ,study smart<3.
the card that ive made fer bby. hope u like it dear ^^
heee. monkeyykush.
the fun we had.
happy birthdayy ahmad fauzi !!hubby ,bby love youu so much.
may all your dreams come true okie dear.
may we last long also^^
though i cant celebrate on the day itself
at least i could celebrate it w youu one day before
since ive booked you since february ^^
hehe
the first to booked you okie.
cheyyy. youre 17 already.
one more year to your legal age !
cant wait right.? i know..
hmm...
so now both my babies.
ismah & syakir loves youu.
you know i asked ismah.
"if i marry you can?"
& guess what .. she agreed.
hahaa.
funny uh.
she say abg baik.
i was like iyerr. :p
hope you like your present also..^^
love youu dear. xoxo ^^
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currently listening to fall for you-secondhand serenade
its been a long time since we talked.
tummy very pain.
meeting long lost friend. hahaaa
lepakking later. ^^
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if you wanted to talk to me you would.
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ur first child ^^
yeaa.iloveyoursmilebby. *melts*
had funfun.my bbygirl seems to be okay w youu.
heeee.
hubby,bby love youuu.
muahmuah ^^
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&study hard ,study smart<3.
It’s about the one who comes, takes you by your waist, and doesn’t let go.
It’s about the one stands by your side, in times of need.
The one who wraps their arms around you and kisses you like they mean it.
The one who’s not embarrassed of being themselves in front of you.
It’s about those long days spent together,
those sleepless nights,
those tired afternoons of being on the phone,
those long walks,
those long talks.
It’s about you waking up in the morning
and having something to smile about,
having something to look forward to.
You know the moments when you feel like you can’t go on anymore?
it’s about the one who picks you up and
tells you we’ll get through the problem together.
It’s not about the sex,
not about the gifts,
not about the fights,
not about the tears,
not about lust,
it’s about the love.
Don’t let your heart and mind get cloudy of what it use to feel and what it use to have,
for nothing will be better than what you will feel.
The brand new experiences,
the new love,
the new hope,
the new hugs,
it will all be everything you ever wished for,
with the person you wished it with. <3
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smile babeyh !~youre not worth it babe,wasted my time on you.
heee. its okayy.
now ,gonna save my precious time ^^
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''i may not be the prettiest.. i may not
" be smartest.. i can get jealous in a very scary way.. but i assure you..
i'll love you unlike any other girl could.."
''YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING BEHIND THE STORY BABE.
SO DONT JUDGE ME OR ILL JUDGE YOU BACK DEAR.
JUST A REMINDER."
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conversation with my love..
W: get her outside,make sure she cry.
H: ahhaa. cryyy like a bitch get **** a dog.
W: not only dogg, apek downstairs also.
H: hahaa. awwwhhh. soo saddd.
W: attitude strumpet..strumpet also better than her.
H: hahaa.correct correct.you go **** her lah.
W: i rather play with those girls in geylang then with her.
ended that with laughter & gossips. ^^
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That one day a girl will sit with you, laugh with you,
smile with you, & have a good time with you.
That one day a girl will realized that you’re amazing.
That one day that girl becomes your girlfriend.
That one day she takes my spot for good.
That one day you will forget about me because you’re busy thinking about her.
Yeah, that scares me the most.
Because, I want to be that girl.
I want to be only girl.
I don’t want anyone to take my spot.
Why? Because, if anyone takes my spot;
there won’t be anyone else who can take yours …
which is probably going to be the worst reminder that I lost my spot to her.
bby,iloveyouu&i dont wanna lose youu.
we've been going through many ups &downs together.
i hope our love will strive & grow till the end.
xoxo dear.
Labels: weakness..
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&study hard ,study smart<3.
bby ilove you &ill never let you go^^
you dont need to look into someone else to tell you how good you are. ^^
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awhh..bbygirl azura.
u touched my heart babe.
iloveyouudeepdeep.
thanks babe.
youre everything girl.
im sorry if i smoked like theres no tomorrow.
i didnt meant to.
but...u knw la .
ur post really made my tears fall.
BFF okay bby.
till the end.
you knw i just dont wanna elaborate much on my blog.
u know why lah karn.?
nnti ader je kpo2 yang menyebok.
*saper makan cili dialah yg terase pedasnyr lepas bace ini*
btw im already fine here.
trying my best to control my feelings.
laughing hard to overcome tears.
hehe.
btw imy wifeyy!
see youu soon
((:
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your voice is the most beautiful music i could ever wishto hear after a stessful day.
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she hurts & she cries.
but you cant see the depression in her eyes,
because she just smiles.
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hmm .youre? im busy ker? hmm sry den.
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amazingly,
its a perfect crime .
you stole ny heart & i stole yours.
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met bby just now
sadhappydownup.
everything lah.
but bby,iloveyouu.
loveyouutoomuch.
i really do.
im sorry for everything.
its all my fault.
hope could fight for our love.
btw bbyboy saw the video i took w hubby feeding buching.
hehe.
he was like "buching buching buching''
w his mentelness .
heheee. awww...
& he was like wanting to look at it again.
told me tht adek nak tengok kwn kakak.
heheee.
he miss youu ahmad fauzi.
hahaaa.
wait till he looks at ur iphone4 & ask for it.
he know theres games in itt tauu.
hahaaa.
thts all fer todayy.
chiowss~
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hubby, i wont wanna leave youu okay.
made up my mind already.
as promise not to leave you no matter what.<3
iloveyouuhhh forever ahmadfauzi.bapokboy.mr a!((:
farhanahlespartnerkush & liyanaseweltapibest!
thanks for being there !
listening to me !
advising me !
sayanggg korannggg tauuu!
korang takmo gadohgadoh with hubby korang okayy?
ill be there to be your listening ears jugak tauu !
bbygirlazura & bbygirlshirah!
thanks fer being my listening ears just now.
appreciate that so much wifeykush &bbykush !
sayang korangs to the maxx.
liyana & azuraa !
thanks babe for giving me the power to be strong.
telling me not to give up & willing to be there for me !
but all of you that ive mentioned there.
thanks alot.
w/o you all maybe i dont know what to do.
lovelove youu all.
muahs muahs! :*
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been down.needing you so much.
but...
i just cant.
been doing stupid stuffs.
killing myself slowly.
slowly feeling it by killing the pain.
hmmm.
exammms n im just not studyingg.
gonna be dead.
& who give a care .
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I’m scared I won’t add up to your expectations. I’m not perfect, I’m not gorgeous, I don’t have the prettiest smile or the most banging body.
I’m not going to be cute every second of the day & I’m not always going to look my greatest.
I’m not always going to know the right thing to say & the right time to say it.
I am very emotional & I do have pretty bad moodswings.
I usually over react over dumb little things & cry over nothing.
I’m afraid I won’t add up to your ex girlfriend, but I am willing to try my hardest.
I get jealous but that only proves that I care enough not to lose you.
I make assumptions & I will argue until I get my point across.
I’m impatient, insecure & at times, selfish -
but I’m trusting you with something that I know you can break.
I’m going to trust you with everything I’ve got & put my heart out for everyone to see.
I’m going to accept you for the person you are & love you for the person you help me to be.
so if you choose to love me, then love me for me
- for who I am, for what I hope to become,
for the drama that you’re going to have to go through & for the flaws I come with.
HAPPY 8th MONTHSAARRY dear.
ily.
Labels: just dont want to elaborate much
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if this is true .
the card that ive made fer bby. hope u like it dear ^^
heee. monkeyykush.
the fun we had.
ur first child ^^
yeaa.iloveyoursmilebby. *melts*
had funfun.
smile babeyh !~
mind that .
you dont need to look into someone else to tell you how good you are. ^^
your voice is the most beautiful music i could ever wish
amazingly,
been down.
I’m scared I won’t add up to your expectations. 
